LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | THINKING OF YOU ON EASTER | April 24, 2011 |
Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Easter Blessings! | April 23, 2011 |
Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Thinking of You Angel | April 1, 2011 |
Dad | Mi little girl | February 23, 2011 |
LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY FROM ANGEL PATRICK | February 15, 2011 |
LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | WARM WISHES AND BLESSINGS FOR 2011 | January 2, 2011 |
LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | REMEMBERING YOU ON YOUR ANGEL DAY | December 30, 2010 |
HAPPY ANGEL DAY ANGEL CHANTEL
DECEMBER 4, 1986 -DECEMBER 31, 2000
WISHING YOU SWEET ANGEL CHANTEL A VERY BLESSED, GLORIOUS, AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN.
FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS
MAY YOUR LIGHT BURN HIGH AND BRIGHT IN HEAVEN AND FOREVER AND EVER.
YOU ARE SADLY MISSED
PEACE, LOSTMOM TO PATRICK BARBOSA
Dad & Louis x2 | Missing you | December 30, 2010 |
Angel on a cloud
30 december 2010
When I picture you up there sitting on a cloud,
In my heart, I want to scream out loud.
With your beautiful eyes staring me down,
I think of your death and I want to frown.
Wherever I am, I know you are there,
helping me in my time of despair.But still,
I wonder, will I ever know,why you were taken
from me so suddenly so.I miss holding you in my arms,
I would have kept you from any harm.
Now I won't be able to watch you grow,
I can't tell you how it hurts my heart so.
Now all I can ask as you watch over us,
please help us to live my our life in harmony.
Please help me to hold my head up high,
maybe some day I'll have that twinkle in my eye.
For now , I know I must say so long,
I'll think of you often, as I try to go on.
Always know how much I care,and please
greet me once I get up there.
Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Merry Christmas! | December 24, 2010 |
LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS WILL GUIDE YOUR PATH | December 13, 2010 |
MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM MY FAMILY TO YOUR FAMILY.
This is my poem that was published on the newsletter at the Annual Candle Lighting from The Compassionate Friends in my town.
Yesterday was a sad moment seeing my precious son Patrick's name and pictures on display among the children who were gone way too soon from us... Yesterday was also my Christmas moment in memory of my beautiful son Patrick Christian who has forever changed my life the day he left me empty, confused, and so alone to grieve!
Lighting a candle for my son Patrick
Before I lost my son Patrick
Lighting a candle was just a tradition
To get my prayers answered more quickly,
But today after I lost my son Patrick
Lighting a candle is a painful reminder
Of my greatest loss of a beautiful life cut
So short... My son Patrick.
Lighting a candle is now an unthinkable,
Unbearable reminder of so many hopes
And dreams taken away from me.
But in the depth of my sorrowful journey,
Lighting a candle is also precious
Memories of Patrick that are taken into my
Broken heart and shattered soul as a
Keepsake to keep his memories alive
Beyond my life on earth.
Lighting a candle for my son is my faith
In God to embrace Patrick's new life
As glorious and peaceful as His kingdom.
Lighting a candle for my son Patrick is a
Symbol of my eternal love for him
That I am his mom and he is my son for
Eternity, for love never dies but grows
Deeper.
Lighting a candle will always surround
The beautiful soul of Patrick wherever I am
To guide him into eternal life.
Lighting a candle says it all Son:
I love you
I miss you
I need you
I am here for you always
You see, God, lighting a candle is a
Must... A link from me a lost mother to my
Beautiful son Patrick.
O Lord, Let it Shine High and Bright!!!
Amen. Amen. Amen.
Dedicated to my son Patrick Christian
LostMom to Patrick Barbosa